I want change

I never quite learnt the act of getting the work done WELL. Average is mostly enough for me. Which is the saddest story ever told.

I currently have to fight myself to do the things that demands to be done. Why this? Where does this stem from?

Is that why they say mastering of self is the greatest feat of all time?

“Nothing is beyond you, Sheila” — I tell myself. But the thing is, if you don’t learn there’s no way you would know.

How do I change my life? How do I starve my distractions? How how how?

I haven’t worked. I have only talked. But that is going to change from henceforth.